Well, here I am...24 weeks pregnant and looking happy. Between rounds of crying...I AM happy. I enjoy feeling Baby K's movements and taps. I love feeling those things, but sometimes the reminder of the sweet baby growing inside me is more bitter than sweet. I was talking with my mother the other night and I said, "With no fluid, I'm not supposed to feel the baby much if at all. I've felt this baby move every day for over a week now. That has to mean something good right??? I mean, if it doesn't mean something good, then it's all just a cruel joke and extremely unfair." Of course, as I've said before, I'm not giving up so long as there is a heartbeat to be seen and movement to be felt from this child. I know that even if there is a 1:1,000,000 chance that there is still THAT chance that s/he could be fine. However, the longer that I carry this sweet miracle, the more the reality settles in that I'll likely not ever see this child...
Wow! Isn't that quite a bit sooner than you expected?? Great news!
ReplyDeleteYes! We had originally thought April or May. Then they said February. Later, it was August. So now, it's pretty set that it's January or earlier. SO excited.
ReplyDeleteVery, very exciting!
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