Just Once

Just Once....

Just once I wish I could have spent a late hour rocking you in my arms,

Just once I wish I could have gently lain you in your crib.

I wish I could have changed a diaper, 

Chosen an outfit for the day,

GIven you a bath,

and soothed your skin with lotion.

Just once I wish I could have heard you cry out in loneliness for me,

or spent time alone with you, just the two of us.

Strolled you proudly through the shopping mall,

Just once I wish I could have heard the words

"What a beautiful, healthy baby girl!"
Just once.... 
~Author Unknown~

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  1. HillaryJune 26, 2011 at 6:34 AM

    That was a gorgeous poem. I feel the exact same way.

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