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Goals for January 29-February 4

Here we go... Gym 2x  1x Finish current book Take psych test - I'm close to doing it!  About 8 pages left to read and then just studying! Clean house enough to start weekly cleaning schedule on Monday Finish the church calendars for February Update church website Grocery store Get keyless entry fixed for my car Pay bills Post items for sale to ebay Take papers to recycling  Take clothes to goodwill

The Pain I Hide

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It seems like emotional pain is WAY more taboo than it has to be.  Our society isn't sure how to respond to it because it makes them uncomfortable.  In turn, it makes the person going through the pain uncomfortable as well. Speaking from that side of things, I can assure you that while I seem consumed by our grief and pain, the last thing any person going through a hard emotional ordeal wants is to make anyone else feel uncomfortable or even have to feel what the outskirts of that pain is like.  In fact, I do whatever I can to shield you from it because I don't want to ever have to know someone else went through or is going through the same thing.  Yes, I have bad days where you get a glimpse of where I am and what life is like, but for the most part I never show it and you will never see. That place is sacred.  Dark and painful, yes, but it's the place where I remember in vivid detail who my daughter was.  The emotions are raw and gut-wrenching, bu...

Weekly Goals (1/15-1/21)

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Go the gym 3 times this week - It WILL happen! Finish "RED" by Ted Dekker Have two lunch dates - have one scheduled for both Wednesday and Friday Start job searching for part time work Get appointment made with an endocrinologist Get nails redone Take my Module 2, Test 1 for my Psychology plan

Project 20 Tube (Updates #11 & #12)

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I'm still working on it, slowly but surely. I could not even tell you how many half used deodorants I have found around here.  Glad to have one more used up!  I didn't actually use up THIS bottle, but I did use up another.

Weekly Goals (1/8-1/14)

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Make it to the gym three times. (So far I've made it once, but I'm hoping to go tonight as well) Get back to averaging 2 miles on my run (Almost there!  Last run was 1.95!) Read two more books toward my yearly goal of 100 books (Um yeah...didn't even finish one.) Get bows made and posted to the website Keep the house clean enough to have company drop by and not be embarrassed (DID IT!) Start working some with Kamden on his PreK work (at least 2 days) Take 1-2 Psychology tests (Working on the reading)

Week Recap

Let's see what we got did... Get the house completely cleaned and organized! Monday -  Kitchen and dining room Tuesday - Living room and entry hall Wednesday - Kamden's room Thursday - Master Bedroom (this may be bumped by a day as I may be working) Friday - Bathrooms (All of these things got done, but it was all in one day...TODAY) Get Christmas totes back to storage Get into the gym  three   two  one time - I made 2 of my 3 days.  Jeff was at drill all day today and I spent the day cleaning.  That counts as a workout, right? Take measurements/weight progression Finish reading current book and read at least one more - I'm about 5 chapters away from finishing my second book, so I'm going to go ahead and cross this one off too.

Measurements - January 2011

Last Month's Measurements were: Neck: 14.5 Bust: 46 Waist: 45.5 Hips: 52.5 Thigh: 27.;5 Calf: 18 Wrist: 7 Forearm: 10.75 Bicep: 15 Weight: 257 This Month: Neck: 14 Bust: 44 Waist: 44 Hips: 53 Thigh: 26.75 Calf: 17:5 Wrist: 6.5 Forearm: 10.5 Bicep: 14.5 Neck: -.5 Bust: -1 Waist - 1.5 Hips +.5 Thigh -.75 Calf -.5 Wrist -.5 Forearm -.25 Bicep - .25 Total inches lost this month: - 4.75 That's a total of 15.25 inches in 3 months :)