Koopman Kraziness

I woke up to an unhappy, although not unexpected surprise.  Welcome Home, AF.  Jerk.  I'm nervous every time she shows since being rediagnosed with endometriosis in February.  This last cycle, I started exhibiting more signs of increased endometrial legions.  I normally don't spot longer than 24 hours before a cycle is to begin and this last cycle I started doing so 5 full days before.  The pain started today too.  The kind where you could curl up in a ball and just pray to sleep it off. My plan right now is to continue TTC and charting through December.  If nothing happens by then, I'll be talking to the doctor about possible surgery.

We're finishing up our third cycle of trying for "Kamden's baby".  Seriously, ask him and he'll tell you he's been praying for "my baby Konner from Jesus".  Cute as it is, I hope he isn't too crushed if we have a Kaidance instead. I've had spotting for about 5 days now.  Nothing major, just there.  I've taken a couple of tests and so far they have been negative, but I'm now waiting until Saturday.  At that time I'd be about 3 days late and would have a good idea of if testing is even necessary. I'm a little nervous to think of conceiving this month now that I've realized what my due date would be.  Jeff's annual training for National Guard is June 4-18th and my estimated due date (EDD) would be 6/17.  I know he can get out of it for something like that, but it's still a little nerve wracking. Time will tell...and I will post when I know.